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Baldur's Gate 3 and Sleep Token is the way to my heart :loveglow:



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it’s been so long that I'm forgetting what it feels like
but I'd rather not remind myself and leave it all behind
and I've tried so hard to fix it all but nothing seems to help
but I cannot hope to give you what I cannot give myself



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when you'd sit there acting likе you know me
acting like you only brought me here to get below me
never mind the death threats, parting at the door
we'd rather be six feet under than be lonely
and if you had a problem, then you should have told me
before you started getting all aggressive and controlling
you only drink the water when you think it's holy
so keep an eye on the road or we will both be here forever

I was more than just a body in your passenger seat
and you were more than just somebody I was destined to meet
I see you go half-blind when you're looking at me
but I am
between the secondhand smoke and the glass on the street
you gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave
you say you want me, but you know I'm not what you need
but I am



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Dayseeker - Midnight Eternal

hold me in a dim-lit world
so I can learn how bad it hurts
open up the vacant door
when I am lost without you
it's criminal to feel like this
the fear to know that you won't live
held you as your heartbeat stopped
now heaven's arms surround you

it's lonely in the aftermath
the tired souls that bend 'til they crack
your final breath, I can't accept that you and I will both never speak again

hold me in a dim-lit world
so I can sink into the earth
buried in my darkest thoughts
I'm always lost without you
so give me all you cannot take
I promise I can hold your weight
when you can learn to disappear
we let that lovе surround you

it's lonely in the aftermath
thе tired souls that bend 'til they crack
your final breath, I can't accept that you and I will both never speak again

dark sun
cover the world in midnight eternal
dark sun
leave me alone when I need it most
I know you can't come back
I know you can't come back



Dayseeker - Paper Heart

I'm feeling reckless tonight
so I think I will go for a night drive
feel the tears flood my eyes
so I think I will drive on the wrong side
can you see how it ends
my car set ablaze on the river bend
all my thoughts pushed aside
like it's quiet again for the last time

don't turn around if you can't bear to see
the rain that can fall when I'm buried beneath
I'm not made of stone and I'm not a machine
the weight of the world is too much for me to hold
my paper heart will fold

if I last through the night
could you tell me again I'll be alright
on the surface it seems
I'm collected and calm when you need me
do you really wanna see
the forest hidden through the trees
when it's quiet again for the last time

so don't turn around if you can't bear to see
the rain that can fall when I'm buried beneath
I'm not made of stone and I'm not a machine
the weight of the world is too much for me to hold
my paper heart will fold

it's safer if I don't reply
stay locked up for weeks at a time
'cause nothing can hurt me if I wait 'til the chaos collides
it's safer if I don't reply
stay locked up for weeks at a time
'cause nothing can hurt me if I

so don't turn around if you can't bear to see
the rain that can fall when I'm buried beneath
I'm not made of stone and I'm not a machine
the weight of the world is too much for me to hold

the world won't need to know
won't let you get too close
my paper heart will fold



Northlane - Inamorata

you drained my lungs of water, so I could breathe
my ankles locked in concrete, you broke me free
repaired my twisted vision and calmed the tide
you told me I was homebound, now I've arrived

my love, inamorata
I'm whole again
your light, it's shining through me
my flame ascends
now it's my turn to burn for you
it's my turn to burn for you

I know, it's not been easy to bear my weight
but from your boundless patience, my panic dissipates
so if you stumble
I'll wear the strain
my loyalty, it's been ingrained

my love, inamorata
I'm whole again
your light, it's shining through me
my flame ascends
now it's my turn to burn for you
it's my turn to burn for you

aurora, break my dawn
rebuilt, reshaped, restored
aurora, break my dawn
my love, inamorata
I'm whole again
your light, it's shining through me
my flame ascends

my love, inamorata
I'm whole again
your light, it's shining through me
my flame ascends, now it's my turn to burn for you
it's my turn to burn for you

aurora, break my dawn
my love, inamorata
I'm whole again



Sleep Token - The Summoning

I've got a river running right into you
I've got a blood trail, red in the blue
something you say or something you do
a taste of the divine

you've got my body, flesh, and bone, yeah
the sky above, the earth below

raise me up again
take me past the edge
I want to see the other side
see the other side

you've got my body, flesh, and bone
the sky above, the earth below

raise me up again
takе me past the edgе
I want to see the other side

won't you show me what it's like?
won't you show me what it's like?

oh, and my love
did I mistake you for a sign from God
or are you really here to cast me off?
or maybe just to turn me on
'cause these days
I would be lying if I told you that
I didn't wish that I could be your woman
or maybe make a good guy bad

I've got a river running right into you
I've got a blood trail, red in the blue
something you say or something you do
the taste of the divine
you've got my body, flesh, and bone
the sky above, the earth below
nothing to say and nowhere to go
the taste of the divine



Sleep Token - The Apparition

why are you never real?
whenever you appear
you leave me with that grace
I am trembling with fear
but I know that you will disappear
just as I awake
whisper in my ear

well, I believe
somewhere in the past
something was between
you and I, my dear
and it remains
with me to this day
no matter what I do
this scar will never fade

so let's make trouble in the dream world
hijack heaven with another memory now
I make the most of the turning tide
it just split what's left of the burning silence
don't wait, 'cause this could be the last time
you turn up in the reveries of my mind
I wake up to a suicide frenzy
loaded dreams still leave me empty

and I believe
that somewhere in the past
something was between
you and I, my dear
snd it remains
with me to this day
no matter what I do
this wound will never heal

why are you never real?
the shifting states you follow me through
unrevealed
just let me go or take me with you

so let's make trouble in the dream world
hijack heaven with another memory now
I make the most of the turning tide
it just split what's left of the burning silence
don't wait, 'cause this could be the last time
you turn up in the reveries of my mind
I wake up to a suicide frenzy
loaded dreams still leave me empty



Sleep Token - Fall For Me

in a city of ice, there are burning cathedrals
turning the skies into glass
and through echoing futures are the buckling sutures
that hold shut the wounds of the past

so won't you fall for me? won't you fall for me?
through a fractured existence, won't you fall for me?
won't you fall for me, from reality?
to the rhythm of eternity, won't you fall for me?

my insecurities surround me like lions in the den
and I feel like I'm losing touch with what I am again
slowly, I remember why I cannot pretend
that I never think of you in all this screaming silence
(oh God, I wish you were here)

so won't you fall for me? won't you fall for me?
through a fractured existence, won't you fall for me?
won't you fall for me, from reality?
to the rhythm of eternity, won't you fall for me? (oh God, I wish you were here)
won't you fall for me? won't you fall for me?
with my love as your garden, won't you fall for me?
won't you fall for me, from reality?
I am yours in the end, so won't you fall for me?

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Arctic Monkeys - Baby I'm Yours

baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
and I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky
yours until the rivers all run dry
in other words, until I die

baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
and I'll be yours until the sun no longer shines
yours until the poets run out of rhyme
in other words, until the end of time

I'm gonna stay right here by your side
and do my best to keep you satisfied
nothing in the world could drive me away
every day, you'll hear me say

baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
and I'll be yours until two and two is three
yours until the mountain crumbles to the sea
in other words, until eternity

baby, I'm yours, 'til the stars fall from the sky
baby, I'm yours, until the rivers all run dry
baby, I'm yours, until the sun no longer shines
baby, I'm yours, until the poets run out of rhyme
baby, I'm yours



Corey Taylor - Beyond

it's only my heart that you're taking
but you're so alive, it's amazing
before we begin, I wanna make it go on and on and on
it's only my hate that you're killing
'cause you're so alive, it's thrilling
I wanna succumb, take me beyond

come together 'cause I'm ready for you
nothing matters, all I want is you
just say you'll eat me alive
just stay, I'm ready to die
give me everything I never could have
I'll show you everything I know that I am
just one more time tonight
I promise, in the morning, everything is alright

write this down and mark my words
I would tear myself apart for you
find me when the lights go down
and I'll show you what I see

it's only my heart that you're taking
but you're so alive, it's amazing
before we begin, I wanna make it go on and on and on and on
it's only my hate that you're killing
'cause you're so alive, it's thrilling
I wanna succumb, I wanna take you beyond

all I wanted was a dream come true
all I wanted was a man like you
with a fire in your heart, smoke in your eyes
and all I wanted was a place for you and I

write it down and mark my words
I will tear myself apart for you
find me when the lights go down
I'll show you what I, I'll show you what I see

it's only my heart that you're taking
but you're so alive, it's amazing
before we begin, I wanna make it go on and on and on and on
it's only my hate that you're killing
'cause you're so alive, it's thrilling
I wanna succumb, I wanna take you beyond

it's only my heart that you're taking
but you're so alive, it's amazing
before we begin, I wanna make it go on and on and on
it's only my heart that you're taking
but you're so alive, it's amazing
before we begin, I wanna make it go on and on and on and on
it's only my hate that you're killing
'cause you're so alive
I wanna succumb, take me beyond



Jake Hill - waste my time

I wipe away tears
I don't know what to say
I need you right here but I'm wishing you away
and I've been spending my time living kinda reckless
looking for the sunshine, lemme keep a checklist
I just—

waste my time 'til you're back in my room
and if you change your mind, I could give you the moon
I can't sleep, I'll be waiting 'til you walk in the door
and if you need me, I'll be laying face down on the floor
I'm just wasting my time, want you out of my head
at the same damn time, want you right in my bed again
I won't sleep 'til you walk in the door
and if you need me, I'll be laying face down on the floor

woah
lately I've been feeling like I'm swinging for the fencеs
put me in our bed, I'll make you comе into your senses
wishing it was 2018 again
you were crazy about me, and it was crazy how—
stupid I can really be
you didn't need to prove that you were in love with me
I didn't mean to lose you, didn't mean to make you sad
I know I can't change the past, so now, I just—

waste my time 'til you're back in my room
and if you change your mind, I could give you the moon
I can't sleep, I'll be waiting 'til you walk in the door
and if you need me, I'll be laying face down on the floor
I'm just wasting my time, want you out of my head
at the same damn time, want you right in my bed again
I won't sleep 'til you walk in the door
and if you need me, I'll be laying face down on the floor

I try to say that I'll fade away
my white flag is raised when I curse your name
the sunsets don't hit the same
and we share sheets, that's how it goes
didn't mean as much as me, I don't think so
we were looking for some peace with no clothes
and I'm pulling my teeth, I bleed slow
now, I just—

waste my time 'til you're back in my room
and if you change your mind, I could give you the moon
I can't sleep, I'll be waiting 'til you walk in the door
and if you need me, I'll be laying face down on the floor
I'm just wasting my time, want you out of my head
at the same damn time, want you right in my bed again
I won't sleep 'til you walk in the door
and if you need me, I'll be laying face down on the floor



Jake Hill - running to you

are you still treading water?
and telling yourself that this is no way to live
either way I won't bother
you're out of the hell that I was keeping you in

my head starts ringing you haunt me it's a curse
no, I can't get away from your sound
my heart stopped beating, I guess the lessons learnt
all but dead but I'm still calling you out (still calling you out)

can you hear me? am I speaking clearly?
or am I just making noise? (or am I just making noise?)
can you see me? baby I'm still seething
I know I seem so annoyed, I'm just so over this

I bit my tongue and put your picture in the back of my head
was I in love or was it just another thing I said?
I had to run away to keep myself from running to you
I'll make it through, just without you

can you get out of my dreams? or maybe stay for awhile
for you there's no in between, I love and hate you for now (love and hate you)
I should get a grip I'm getting over it, I've been a mess for way too long
keep my head down, give it a rest now, I just thought you should know

I bit my tongue and put your picture in the back of my head
was I in love or was it just another thing I said?
I had to run away to keep myself from running to you
I'll make it through, just without you

I fall asleep and everything goes right back just how it was
I try to make it last forever but it never does
I had to run away to keep myself from running to you
I'll make it through, just without you

baby I'll see you around, you know I've been falling down
I pulled a lot from the shelf (I pulled a lot from the shelf)
I heard you got something now, I hope it's all working out
I like to lie to myself, I'm so over this

I bit my tongue and put your picture in the back of my head
was I in love or was it just another thing I said?
I had to run away to keep myself from running to you
I'll make it through, just without you

I fall asleep and everything goes right back just how it was
I try to make it last forever but it never does
I had to run away to keep myself from running to you
I'll make it through, just without you

without you, I had to keep myself from running to you
without you, I had to keep myself from running to you

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Mr. Goat 22 Jan @ 10:53am 
I agree with Dino
DinoSheepHead 22 Jan @ 3:14am 
Who tf is this unpopulated city
Thebloodfalls 21 Jan @ 1:38pm 
How come you don't use your mic Maria.
DinoSheepHead 19 Jan @ 11:55am 
Logical thinking is fun :FH5Kudos:
Bambi 19 Jan @ 11:22am 
clearly not
Mariabailey 19 Jan @ 9:33am 
but I don't like critical thinking :LIS_poker_face: