why the ♥♥♥♥ am i like this?
why cant i just end myself? my life isnt worth anything afterall, so what the ♥♥♥♥ is holding me back from shoving a knife up my neck? WHY CANT I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ DIE ALREADY? i try so ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hard every single day to hang myself and some piece of ♥♥♥♥ in my mind is stopping me;
i want you to tell me
whats my purpose in life and why the ♥♥♥♥ cant i just end myself already?
and what the ♥♥♥♥ is stopping me from ending myself?