mub โœฟ
ฮ˜ฮ” & ; โœฟ she/they livin' in   Bellevue, Washington, United States
 
 
ใ€€ Sourcemod VSH Designer โ€ข VSH2 Main Fork [github.com]
ใ€€ Add me for anything! (Except trading.) ๐Ÿฆˆ ๐Ÿ‘† โ˜ขโ”๐Ÿ‘พ๐Ÿ’ฃ
ใ€€ It may just be the very dream you decided to get into.
M.O.
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ใ€€Say that thing you want to say.
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€Try that thing you want to try.
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€Do that thing you want to do.

ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€You can only find out too late that you don't get another chance.
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ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€It is our birthright to live our ideas and dreams.
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€The limits of this reality only exist to challenge us
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ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€We are only not yet gods
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€because we are to understand first
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€what it truly means to live, breathe, and die for something.
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ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€Enough of just existing. Join me in living, won't you?
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For your sake,
may you never fully understand this,
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ though maybe it would best that you did, someday.
Sometimes it seems the whole world goes all quiet and it's waiting for me to say something, anything at all;
ใ€€ใ€€ please, I don't want to speak alone.
But when I speak my piece, I find only the void staring back at me; no matter what I say, no matter how best I try, fate stares me down blankly, daring me, almost, to do more. All it seems to ask of me is more, more, more...
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ what more can I do?
So I try, I try to live; to live, is to love
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ and the price we pay for love is grief.
Youโ€™d have a heart of gold, too, to break it, over and over, and mend it golden each time; what else can one hope to do to continue?
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ What will be left of the original as I keep trying to hold it together?
Nobody is coming to save us. Will you fight with me? To stand and fight, fight like hell; from this point on, it'll only get harder. Si vis pacem, para bellum.
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ Memento mori. ใ€€ใ€€
In the dark night of the soul, I will find myself...
ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ ...and then I'll come back, whole, and show this world what hope has done, and what beauty it can bring. ใ€€
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... sorry, let's try that again ^^; ใ€€