el
ᓚᘏᗢ   Iceland
 
 
I became the figure in my own doorway
Sneaking into bed, I could see the earth go on for miles
Then, again, you wrapped your arm around my torso
And there was no one else, there was nothing else :catpaw:
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September 9, 2001.
Gary and I were skating at a hospital on top of a huge hill overlooking a valley.

An ambulance came and took out a dead woman. Gary asked me why she wasn't moving or blinking. They hadn't closed her eyes yet. She must have died on the way. A car full of family and friends came in with the ambulance.

They were all crying and hugging each other. One woman screamed hysterically and grabbed at the woman's body asking her to wake up. I had to tell Gary that her soul went to Heaven.

I didn't believe a word of it, but I knew it'd be easier for him to understand.
Two days from now, at 9 AM, the planes will hit the World Trade Center killing over 3,000 people.

I will tell Gary that there is no God, and all of this is meaningless. But today, there is a God. And he has a plan for him.

He doesn't know it, but a year from now, our family will be torn apart and I will move far away and won't see or talk to him for five years.

And as we sit on the hood of our car, the sun goes down and he asks me what I want out of my life. I tell him I don't know.

On and on we run away from the things we are afraid.

I don't tell him about the dream I had the night before where I'm riding in a car full of strangers and singing to some song I've never heard and smoking a cigarette and we swerve off the road and hit a tree.

I go through the windshield and hit the edge of a fence, dislocating my jaw and flipping me into a wall where my neck is broken, and my skull is fractured.

I bleed to death in excruciating pain.

I will have this dream periodically until I meet all of the strangers, one by one introducing them all to one another until we are a close group of friends. I will set these events in motion, and I will die.

But today in the warm light of the sunset, I don't see it. I just see the sunset. I smile back and shake my head. I have absolutely no idea. I am afraid.

Merchant Ships - Sleep Patterns
remi 29 Nov, 2022 @ 11:53am 
Attention all visitors to this profile:

This child is SEVERELY autistic.

Do not make loud noises near her.

Do not shine bright lights near her.

Do not look her directly in the eye.

Do not touch her or any of her toys.

Doing any of the above may set her off on an autistic rampage that could endanger the lives of many.
el 23 Apr, 2021 @ 1:34pm 
ihy loser
freddie 8 Apr, 2021 @ 2:04am 
Love my 13 yr old gf
freddie 8 Apr, 2021 @ 2:01am 
+rep nice tits
Mario 29 Jan, 2021 @ 2:54am 
write to them
el 13 Jan, 2021 @ 7:05pm 
i miss my old friends