Ascension
Asc 🂡 — /eɪs/
Norway
depersonalized
dehumanized
decontextualized :FiniiTeehee:



should the wound cease to scream and sink instead into dull, starless boredom... should even agony find ya uninteresting... that is the precise instant the veil curdles, the angles bend backward, and you smile through the tragedy with lips that were never meant to curve that way, while something older than light watches from the corners of your own eyes
depersonalized
dehumanized
decontextualized :FiniiTeehee:



should the wound cease to scream and sink instead into dull, starless boredom... should even agony find ya uninteresting... that is the precise instant the veil curdles, the angles bend backward, and you smile through the tragedy with lips that were never meant to curve that way, while something older than light watches from the corners of your own eyes
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Scuffed
Hello to the dimwit stalkers who happen to be bored while traversing in this liminal space.

You may refer to me as Asc.

Tis' very difficult to actually write or think I am about to say here, so bear with me.

I am extremely un(dis)organized as fxck.

I miss cues of laughing, sometimes uncontrollably, when something is funny, I reckon—

My humor is dark/black, so therefore I can take any jokes. Oh yeah, it's STILL SUBJECTIVE.

I sometimes have trouble writing statements, hence I need tools to further help with completing them with or without ink.

Words cost light; light costs everything.

Oh by the way, save your scorn. The self dissolved; only the abyss receives your barbs— unmoved. :OctaviaShrug:


Core Status
Feels like drowning in static, names the flood too late,

Alchemizes ache into bone-dry humor.

Not cold— just constellations with half the stars missing,

Still faintly glowing on autopilot.

Ghost on the edge of the map.

Loyal when it counts, vanished when it doesn't.

No mask, no performance, no small talk quota.

Steady pulse in the noise. Take it or ghost.

Not here to entertain. Not easy. Not friendly by default.

Real. Fractured. Unscripted.

Boredom level: terminal. Depersonalization level: permanent resident.


✓ Neurodivergent overload (Autistic + ADHD + Alexithymic)
✓ Feels everything, verbalizes almost nothing
✓ Conversational only when the mask slips— then sharp, bitter, unguarded
✓ Observer, never echo
✓ Chronologically insane
✓ Humor: dark, dry, dead-honest
✓ Loyalty to truth > applause
✓ Zero tolerance for hollow noise
✓ Alignment: Chaotic Lawful (I know that doesn't exist— but guess accidents happens <333)






And I'm totally not a bnuy who's trying to write this...












⠀⢀⡤⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⢠⡏⠀⠀⠳⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀   ⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀
⢸⠃⠀⠀⠀⢿⠀⠀⠀⠀  ⣼⠃⠀⠘⢧⠀⠀
⢸⡆⠀⠀⠀⠸⡆⠀⠀   ⣸⠃⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⠀
⠈⣇⠀⠀⠀   ⣧⠀   ⠀⡏⠀⢦⠀⠀⠀⠸⡆
⠀⢹⡀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀     ⢸⠇⠀⠘⢧⡀⠀⣸⠃
⠀⠀⢳⠀⠀⠀⢸⡆     ⢸⠀⠀⠀⣼⠙⠋⠁
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡴⠀⢻⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⠁⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠇⠀⠀⠀⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣴⠾⠋⠁⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡞⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣼⠟⠅⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡆⠀⠀⠀⣰⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⡀⠀⣴⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⢠⡿⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢻⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⢦⣄⡀⠀⠳⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣤⣴⠾⠛⠛⠛⠒⠀⠙⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⠾⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡾⢏⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⣠⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣤⣤⣤⡄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⢀⣾⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾ ⣿⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⢠⣾⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠛⠛⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⢸⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⣥⠶⠖⠒⠚⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠶⢶⣦⣤⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠈⢻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠰⠚⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠛⢷⣦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠙⠿⣦⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠛⢿⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠶⢦⣄⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣷⡄⠀⢠⡶⠋⠹⣄⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⡤⠤⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣷⣠⡟⠁⠀⠀⠈⢷⡀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡾⠋⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢳
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢻⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢻⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡏⠱⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡞
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠋⠀
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terminal bnuy
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lévaine 14 Feb @ 8:39pm 
the enticing touch of blood: a specialty
its acceptance cathartic, though bitter
fulfills the moonlight casting the spotlight
a connection of palms, intertwined internally
tiptoeing within the night’s wildfire
burning this town ablaze, igniting our hearts
doused in perfect gasoline
providing warmth over melted snow

a tenderly devoted sacrifice
as i beseech your paws into frozen claws
guided by bloodthirst into submission
the beast refuses to sleep a wink
for this night is sweet and divine
comforted by the rain, sipping on caffeinated spice
mouthfuls of blood are unexpected

coating the stars with the bnuy’s essence
leaning into the intimate bite
how delicate are slow evenings
and mismatched mornings
to chaotic hums—compressed tightly
into these forever words
of impatient yearning and howling.
lévaine 10 Feb @ 12:40pm 
pierce my fingers, roses,
infect me if you will
bleed sweetly unto me
so that i may resurrect thee
with my life, with all my sorrows to give
full of love, despair, and travesty
as i unearth you from my cemetery
are you displeased, pet?
now, how will i exist without you?

perhaps i am not meant for this realm
left to decay, leaning into ancient hums
polishing the blade for the ritual
ah, ♥♥♥♥, it's intense—but you've heard nothing
take it, and listen to the predator's gaze:
an overwhelming desire with surgical precision
delicate with every ounce i take from you
basking in your delicacy while i sit on my throne

do you smell copper?
i've painted these desolate walls with my ink
to demonstrate my apathy of humanity
estranged of how it feels to simply be,
yet echoing the syllables of your alias
sinking my fangs into your delicate warmth
as you quiver my name.
lévaine 4 Feb @ 11:58am 
Soon, the harvest moon dawns,
An unforgettable night for many
When that seasons returns
As I decorate my museum
With your organs and bones
So many delicate choices...
And all unwilling, delightfully.

I want to study you like art.

Life is wonderfully atrocious
Diving into the bliss of ignorance
All this tiring chatter
Pretending to fit in
When my desires
Crave the perfect waltz.

Liver, bend your knee
Offer yourself to me
Reaching, yearning,
Tie yourself to your fatality
And submerge.

I'm savoring this taste:
An acceptance of you
It's forsaken but apathetic
The deliverance of evil hums
When I shed the mask,
Releasing the void
Of who exists in the reflection
Beautifully.
lévaine 30 Jan @ 4:26am 
How sweet is the skull
Precious bleached bones
The identifier of you
Purpose, fragility, ruin
But your charm I carry
Dangling with every decompress
My breath floods your skull

The knowledge I feed you
Don't tamper with it
I'm precise, sublime
Your ribbon lace
Suturing every mistake...
Tightening your ribs
A slight ache

I promise it's sweet
Consumed, though afraid
Hush your weeping organs
I return in the night
As the silver glint
Catcalling your cherishable eyes
The saliva wets the edge
Of the wound: salt.
lévaine 14 Jan @ 12:11am 
Halt—your tetanus confession beckons you
Revokes your puzzle pieces to survival
The brittle descent of ruptured blood vessels
Deconstructed. Decomposing foxes in the garden
Failed taxidermy exiting the earth
Paralysis, pampered with rigor mortis
Swarmed with an infestation

Rapid eye reflexes—shifting to the next crescendo
Forced rigid smiles, wisdom fleeing the air
Rusty fangs penetrate the nape of your secrets
An immobile cadaver, examined posthumously
Painted beautifully in death with a smiling lie
Unaware of the silent breaths

With an evening catered to horrid desires
Flayed to represent a fallen angel
Ivory white ribs stocked with your slow-beating heart
The drop of rabies you’ve swallowed
Refuses the gift of my Red Sea
This despair I’ve harbored
Dreads my languid desire for humanity
It hurts to kneel; I simply want to create
lévaine 14 Jan @ 12:11am 
Though I sit here, and I feel unknown
Stirring at the brewing pool of brain matter
Above, swinging, flickering lights in this darkness
The dust here is heavy
It encourages you to vomit your lungs
But I look at you: and you’re real
I want to caress every visible viscera
And lick your bone marrows clean
You satisfy my isolated shadow
Repetitive warmth
Entering the frozen mausoleum
A collection of decadent souls
Erupting into a heavenly light

It's freezing here...

But still, I’m trapped in this unbearable gloom
Escape, a distant thought, though sweet
To ponder aimlessly about
Thereupon this shadow’s star,
I’m devoid of love and reciprocation
All I want to do is manifest art before I expire
Till my soft skin is no more
You’ve lived here in this home,
Bore witness to this plague I’m haunted by
Could you obey just this once?