In the Maw of Pain
All alone, all alone, all alone…
Starving and deprived
Of life
Staring into emptiness
Barren and cruel
A desert of thought
Beat upon by two suns
Fear and pain rule this place
No companions to take my side
No guide to help me through
This place is taking its toll
Slowly my sanity unravels
Strand by strand

What’s there to do
I’m in the maw of pain
Looking death in the face
Lost in the maw of pain

All alone, all alone, all alone…
Kicking a screaming
To no avail
Fighting the undertow
So useless
Drowning in this sea of anger
Can’t stay afloat
To succumb to my pain
Is merely an eventuality
The inevitability of my end
Is far from guised
My mind caves in black
And I sink under ........



Missing Soul


Scattered in the fire
Is where my soul does lie
Burned by greedy flames
Waiting there to die
Becoming black and crisp
Brittle and broken still
I threw it in with rage
Only wanting to kill
The pain of waking up
And dreading every day
I knew it would be best
To throw it all away
My cold lonely tears
Slowly drown this hole
But it won't fully fill
For I have lost my soul



Pain...
All of these awful thoughts going through my head
I think of everything you ever said
I’m drowning again, all because of you
You’re all I think about, even though we’re through

Just pull me under until I’m dead
How could it be true…what you said
The hardest thing is to pretend
It’s killing me being your friend

You were all I’d hoped and wanted
My trust, you took and flaunted
I’m not going to think of you anymore
Your gifts and poems, I stomp on the floor

You’ll never get me back
I don’t care how hard you try
Your ring, my “diamonds”, I sent them back
All I want to do is stop to cry

I loved you
You lied
I hate you
Hope you die

There was a hole in my heart
You’re the one who’d filled it
There’s a hole in m heart
You’re the one who caused it

I’m beginning to hate you
The hole is closing up



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