only for the elite...

We'll miss you...
whoever wants to read this... This is the news report (it's in german, but you can use google to translate)

http://www.hna.de/nachrichten/landkreis-northeim/northeim/16-jaehriger-uslarer-erfasst-getoetet-2692356.html

Chats of me and IRL friends of Micheal (after his death):

Schadowz: oh man
Schadowz: im so sad
Schadowz: he was a really good friend
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I know... he was a good friend of me too
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I'll miss him
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I hope he's in a better place now
Schadowz: do u know why he did that?
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I think because he was in deep depression
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): he told me sometimes before he would do it
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I tried many times to stop him
Schadowz: i know that
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): but htis time
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): this*
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I was too late :s...
Schadowz: yeah
Schadowz: yesterday he was normal and ok my other friend said they talked all was good
Schadowz: and now he is dead
Schadowz: he had problems in his family i know but thats just nor reason maybe he even drank some alcohol i dont now
Schadowz: and i think wwe never will know
Schadowz: he is the only one who has the answer for this extreme dead
Schadowz: i hope he dont felt anything because when then it was rlly rlly ♥♥♥♥♥ hurt
Schadowz: im going to his funeral or how do u call if someone dies idk how it is in english but i think this word is right
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): it's indeed funeral
Schadowz: lost him
Schadowz: cant believe it
Schadowz: miss him so bad
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I don't know either, I talked to him right before he went offline... He didn't seem to be sad...
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): Please say goodbye to him when you're at his funeral... I know it sounds crazy but can you please do that for me?
Schadowz: sure why not
Schadowz: if i go there
Schadowz: i dont know if i can that
Schadowz: im so sad
Schadowz: i dont have much firend in reallife u know
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): He didn't either
Schadowz: well he had more than me
Schadowz: i think
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): Well, there's really nothing we can do anymore... He's gone... The only thing we can do is keep remembering him in our min
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): mind*
Schadowz: we wanted to do so much things together and now
Schadowz: he didnt even got his drivers license
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I'm sorry man...
Schadowz: i wish we had knew that earlier
Schadowz: we had could save him
Schadowz: but we didnt know because he was never sad or somethin like that and he worked good and all was ok
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): Yes, I wish he told me what he was planned to do
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I could've tried to stop him... maybe...
Schadowz: oh micheal u should have thinked about us
Schadowz: we could had help u
Schadowz: u could even tell us our problems and stuff
Schadowz: oh man
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I don't know why he did... He could've just told us out problems and cheered him up...
Schadowz: he made a mistake
Schadowz: but now its over anyways
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): As I said before, we can only remember him...
Schadowz: i think the last think he thinked of was I like trains irony :(
Schadowz: why did he died in this brutal way
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I think though, it was a quick death
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): because the force of a riding train is devestating
...You don't want to see the rest of the chat...

<+KOSOVAKING+>: do you hear this with michael
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): yes...
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I've heard it...
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): jesus...
<+KOSOVAKING+>: omg why had he do this?
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): He probably was in a deep depression...
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): He told me sometimes before he would commit suicide
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I tried to stop him
<+KOSOVAKING+>: thats good
<+KOSOVAKING+>: but he have throw himself on a train
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I know... I wish I could stopped him...
Jappleswag (B@$ NL): I hope he's in a better place now... nothing more we can do
<+KOSOVAKING+>: yes