First of all, my biological sex is male, but I have gender dysphoria and have always believed myself to be female. Additionally, I am homosexual, so I am attracted to women. At the same time, I am a devout adherent to my religion, so I cannot undergo gender reassignment surgery, and I have a severe fetish for cross-dressing, so I only wear men's clothing. Furthermore, I am a staunch vegetarian, yet I have a very severe fetish for consuming meat. Therefore, I can only eat meat, despite being an extreme animal rights activist. However, I have a severe eating disorder, and I cannot eat when anyone around me, including myself, is consuming vegetarian food, so I end up eating meat every day with everyone else. Also, I have a distorted perception of my race; I believe I am black, but I suffer from severe jaundice caused by albinism and liver dysfunction, resulting in yellowish skin. I have tendencies toward self-harm, but as a Protestant, I believe it's wrong to harm my body, which can lead to depression if I indulge in self-harm. Additionally, I have autism with intermittent episodes, particularly during sleep, where I remain silent.