How can I give someone hope? I cannot love you the way you imagined as a child. I won't be able to hug you tightly with both hands. And I won't be there when you cry. I had to pay for the sins I had committed, but even here I dragged you into this. Being so strong on the outside, you still can’t hold back your tears when you’re alone. I remember everything you forgot. I believed that you would only be happy if you forgot me. I will know happiness by following you like a shadow. But even at the last moment I could not do anything for you.