“25 | Former Streamer and Competitive FPS Player” lmfaoooooooooooo

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cya

I'm not trying to paint myself as a martyr or avoid taking personal responsibility. I'm also generally an excitable person in competitive settings, which can sometimes lead to toxicity, and I probably deserve some of the backlash and hate comments I’ll receive. In that sense, I feel fairly ambivalent about the situation, though admittedly a bit dejected, but I still wanted to offer my perspective. To me, it felt like hard work and skill were being quickly eroded in favor of a more common and increasingly accepted way to get ahead, which I assume to be obvious, so I gave it a try for a short time and subsequently got banned.

That being said, I maintain that I only used anything during officials this past week, which has already been amended to the best of my knowledge. I’m not going to offer much of an apology, as I didn’t have the time or scope to negatively impact anyone beyond my teammates and friends, past and present. I am truly sorry, however, for dragging them into something I caused, and I can only hope this moment prompts a closer look at the more blatant offenders still active.