Also I must mention how Mizukamas main account has yet to be deleted, when its been over 30 days. I don't think its deleted.

Do God a favor and screw off. Go focus on your organization and not a minor you 19 year old, and you call me the pedo, hah! You groomed this poor kid into your backwards ideology. I hope another missile comes and this time doesn't miss. Souless monster. You, Jake, hid Mizukama away from me saying he went into hiding which if he did, he would never be on Discord, like I once was when I was in hiding when I got disabled. In reality this was some plan or maybe I have become so paranoid now that I think everything is a conspiracy against me. I will somehow find that GC that was made Jake, I will someday see what you told my friends and once I do, I truly will be FREE of you. I live off the truth. Peace. Gott Mit Uns!

Its like what you told engel "*me* always expects things to go his way which I understand" no Jake. You always wanted things to go your way because you have always had them your way, just like past me, but now you have been given the reality check that I was given during the false civil war, I was innocent but I needed that reality check. I hope you can find your place in this world. I hope you never return to HIM, you know who I am talking about, ever again. I have a feeling you did this as some initiative thing for his group. Because if you truly were my friend, you would have never given him anything, all this would have been fixed. We were never friends in your eyes. Rest in peace Flan, the persona. You killed him. And well, enjoy your pitiful life Jake. As for Mizukama who is reading this.

I'm sorry, I should have just listened to you on the 15th but I was so distraught. I forgive myself but you can't forgive because you can't feel. If you could feel emotions you would have felt so bad and so much empathy for how much pain I was in due to your own actions, you even saw it, saw me crying, my wounded hand, me starving, everything. Yet you were HAPPY... in the end Sei was right about you, you like to see people suffer because I never saw you happier than that besides the day... April 19th... when you faked your suicide attempt. Enough. I think if you have not change... it would be best for you to just... do what you did tell me you were going to do. Live alone, you will never have a woman, hell, you don't even have a GF, that was a lie as expected.

Still cares about you. Its because just like your Grandpa, I want you to succeed, I want you not to be this way, I want you to be a man, a good man, and be happy. Truly happy. But I can't help you anymore. Just like with all my students, they either grow or they fall and most of the time right when they believe they are done, they fall. Only one has succeed. But yeah... this is it... this is really it. Goodbye. I'm sorry that I couldn't be the person you wanted and if you weren't using me which... thats just an if. Its the truth. But I'm sorry for May 5th... when I thought you died. I am sorry for May 15th... I am only human after all. I am sorry that I called your home but you provoked me and showed me who you were... and most importantly. I am sorry... that things had to go this way.

I know I have done this a lot but its just because deep down inside me... even after all this time. I miss what we had, what we were. Brothers. That opportunity, the amount of work that could have been done. It makes me sad to know that everything I did, all that time I sacrificed from my own college work, from community, from myself and put for you was all... a waste. You can lie all you want, I kept getting on for you but once my Ma wasn't doing well and your Pa I was afraid you were going to go super depressed again but I now know the truth, you even told me straight to my face on the 18th before I yelled at you. Even after all this some part deep inside me...