been thinking for quite some time but what if i just killed myself right here in my chair, like should i just go ahead and do it?
My plan for making people unfriend me / hate me / block me HAD WORKED! And it does hurt me a little that i did that in which i feel guilty. But past is past and future is dark. was it worth it? the word i say to that is
yes.

i wanted to commit suicide since i was 13 and i think i need that now because of this generation, there's some much stupid ♥♥♥♥ like, women wanting the perfect dudes and just killing off the ugly ones / short ones, then there's YouTubers going down for grooming, and in this world no one really treats a man / male right anymore so in that case i'll be leaving and making sure that the females get their "perfect" guy which makes less males in the world to choose from. and i guess this plan works. sadly i'm not 18 yet so i have to wait more ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ years to just buy a bullet and shoot myself right in the brain.

if you wanted to know more of my stupid plan i'll have it posted down here
and another last sentence of this bio / statement. who's gonna care if i die anyways. i had no worth and use for this pathetic world anyways.

AND NO THIS IS NOT A MANIPULATED TEXT. this is just my final goodbyes and words for the steam and discord to see once i leave.

Goodbye. :)
Count: 386 days left till Suicide




Step 1: say the most vile / worst stuff to your friends to make them hate you and forget about you forever.
Step 2: be 18 or 21 to buy a shotgun or small firearm.
Step 3: buys rounds for it
Step 4: load it, point it at your head while locking yourself in a small hidden quiet area deep in the forest
Step 5: check dm's one last time to make sure no one talked to you
Step 6: close you're eyes, Fire the weapon
No one will know, where you went, or heard what happened.