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keep jaydes locked up.
literally nobody ♥♥♥♥♥ with you, or me - I wanna clip 'em in the back of the head
Man, I can’t stand being around you
You look so silly when you're getting out your car
I'm around and lurking ran into right where you are
Skipping ’round the parking lot, you almost ran into a car
Wish you could see, but you're terrified of me
So I kept on looking, scratching on the pack of 100's
I still know where you live and you know I still haunt it

[Interlude]
♥♥♥♥

[Outro]
For you, must be crazy, you don't know how bad I want it
I still know where you live and you know I still haunt it



have you ever been in love? - The light scars stay longer than the dark ones
I waste my pain away in art
There's so much obscurity, too much to escape from
I end up painting my arms as I inch right away
The light scars stay longer than the dark ones
I waste my pain away in art


uh this is akward i cant do this - So, what if I took your fairytale away from you?
What would you say?
What if I took your fairytale away from you?
What would you say?
I was crying for your help
You never listen to me
Just left me around that same damn place
Yeah, I feel away
Yeah, I feel away
You don't know how bad I hate it


must b stupid - [Intro]
One, two

[Verse]
It hurts when I breathe, when I think
When I think in my stupid brain, when I think of you
Your hell's already here
Let the hole in the ground open up to you
Is it something new?
Or is it something you've known for a while?
I hope it's familiar
You shred it all over the place
And I don't understand where your body is going

[Chorus]
It's the way you put your face
You scrunch it up, it's not okay
It makes me dumb, but I think, I think it's cute
Satan says you're his, it's mine
'Cause I'm downstairs like all the time
He left his mark and I think it's all you


i miss you at this point of my life - [Chorus]
I want your mind, can it break right through?
Can you give me a chance to stare at you?
Just one last time, you gotta hear it (Just one last time, just one last time)
It's our last dance before we're through (Just one last time)

[Verse]
You weren't minе but that's okay
And it broke my heart when you couldn't stay
Just onе last time, you gotta hear it
So much that I couldn't say


yea i doubt - [Chorus]
I promise everything's okay
Left at it, maybe I'll be fine
I promise everything's okay
Left at it, maybe I'll be fine
Fine

[Verse 2]
But you haunt me through the parallel
And you gotta trust in me as well
But I doubt it (But I doubt it)
But I doubt it


Entry log - These cuts on my wrist, they ripe I swear 'cause they sometimes make me better
Dying just to see you again so I'm tired of writing letters to you
Can't express myself, I always choke on my own words
Can't explain what's going on, all I know is that it hurts
I can't do this no more without you
Baby you're my rose, without you-
Regret, all I cared and loved you
But I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ it up and now I gotta hurt
Lost the only thing I loved
Completely was my fault
Myself I can't keep safe
You know it's all my fault because you didn't have a say in it
I ♥♥♥♥ everything up, but I'm just so tired of saying it
If you were here you'd be disappointed, but I can't sing to no one else
And I swear I'm just so tired that I might just kill myself

[entry two]

Too many thoughts up in my head
Swear no one understands
But there's no one that will listen
Now you seen the cause and it fled to my skin
Nervous, hate feeling like this, huh
People saying this is a phase, haha
15, but do I know that? Oh do you?
Can't rid the expression off my face
My friend tried to tell me that it's okay
My wrist tells me that it's all my fault
Might call my friends a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥, egotistical, act like they know it all
And you don't know enough
I just want to fade away
Sometimes feels like this life is a game, I don't wanna play
(Love you evvls)

[entry three]

Voices in my head again
My ultimatum's made up
Stuck inside my bed again
I wanna pretend, but I can't anymore, oh
I've so far been questioning, but the day's gone by and I cannot decide what I- (Man, this ♥♥♥♥'s so dumb, I got people on my side but for a while, I've been done)
And it might sound cliché but for a while, I've been numb to it
(One, two, three, four)

[entry four]

Ma-maybe she likes me
Maybe she's toying with me

(Maybe she likes me) Falling in love is a tricky one for me (Maybe she's toying with me)
(Maybe she likes me) I trust you but don't wanna get ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up (Maybe she's toying with me)
(Maybe she likes me) You heard all my secrets (Maybe she's toying with me)
I like your responses (Maybe she likes me)
Though I wanna see this (Maybe she's toying with me)
The pressure feels awful
(Maybe she likes me) Text you and delete it (Maybe she's toying with me)
It's been rainy outside (Maybe she likes me)
Gave you my jacket in case you needed it (Maybe she's toying with me)
She won't hear this

Maybe she likes me

[entry five]

Cuts on my hands, I can't hold yours
I feel stripped of my skin, and alone
Tell me, what happened to me?
Face in the pavement
Look what you made me do

Cuts on my hands, I can't hold yours (Hold yours)
I feel stripped of my skin, and alone
Tell me, what happened to me? (Tell me what-)
Face in the pavement (Face in the)
Look what you made me do (Oh)

Look what you made me do
(Blame it on the rain outside)
Look what you made me do
(Blame it on the cracks on the floor)
Look what you made me do
(Blame it on me)
Look what you made me do
(Blame it on me)

[entry six]

(You have no heart!)
I'm getting bored of this
Move on to better things
(Move on to better things)
My best friends always end up
Becoming my worst enemies
(Move on to better things)


until-
[Verse]
Everything was going just fine
Until you started talking ′bout her again
I think it's better off that we're friends
Where were you at when I needed you?
Guess it's too late for the both of us, (yeah, woah)
(I needed that)

[Part II]

[Verse]
Cuts on my hands, I can't hold yours
I feel stripped of my skin and alone
Tell me what happened to me
My face in the pavement, look what you made me do
Cuts on my hands, I can't hold yours (Hold yours)
I feel stripped of my skin and alone
Tell me what happened to me (Somеthin' went wrong)
My face in the pavеment, look what you made me do (Oh-oh)

[Chorus]
Look what you made me do (Blame it on the rain outside)
Look what you made me do (Blame it on the cracks on the floor)
Look what you made me do (Blame it on me, blame it on me)
Look what you made me do (They blame it on me)


what am i supposed to do - I don't even want to write this song
Ending myself, it won't be long
I know they said to end up dead
And miserable, just sing along (Get over yourself, you make me sick)
I don't even want to write this song
Ending myself, it won't be long
I know they said to end up dead
And miserable, just sing along
I don't need help, I've had myself


untiitled6 - (Oh to die while in my twenties)

Man, I'm just callin' this stuff into my life at this point, bro

(Always left my family anyways)
(Came in this world an abomination, left an even bigger disgrace)

'Cause I called death into my life every single day when I wake up, bruh
'Cause my life is not fair, bro, I'm upset at a circumstance, and I'm angry at the world

(Please don't follow my mistakes, I only told you 'cause I'm so real)

And I'm stuck being a sick ass, angry kid, bro
Balled up in the corner of every room that I enter, bro

(I'll take those secrets to the grave, 'cause we were anywhere but here)

Sittin' there alone, even when I'm with people, and it's not fair, bro

(Some of us just wanted to be in the ground)

So people just finna sign out for a long time, bruh, it is what it is
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