the worst of memories her eyes lay witness to
all filled with serpentine, they'll leave me cobalt blue
if i had cash for every time that i wish i'd talk to you
then i'd buy a rocketship in embarrassment to escape this truth
if god was as divine as they say he is, in the ways that they do
then i'd commit suicide when i say that i would rather have you

but rest assured, if i was dead, i swear to god that i'd fight
just to watch you do the most menial of things in your life
from the corner of her bedroom, as a ghost, saint, or sprite
i'll be here to guard you, even after my human form dies

so let's love as hard as stone while we can
'cause we may not be back here again
and these words should make the ink cry out my pen
but i am the only one shedding tears in this den
as i clasp at her joints all while meeting my end
i know ally as my angel, halo weighing down her head
even if heaven is as wrote and then some, it don't have her
so rest assured, it can't be better than my view within death

but rest assured, if i was dead, i swear to god that i'd fight
just to watch you do the most menial of things in your life
from the corner of her bedroom, as a ghost, saint, or sprite
i'll be here to guard you, even after my human form dies

if i had cash for every time that i wish i'd talk to you
then i'd buy a rocketship in embarrassment to escape this truth
if god was as divine as they say he is, in the ways that they do
then i'd commit suicide when i say that i would rather have you