Seek the Lord while He may be found, call upon Him while He is near. Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him RETURN unto the Lord, and He will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon. (Isaiah 55:6-7)
If you confess with your mouth "Jesus is Lord", and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. (Romans 10:9)

My friend, we live in the end days. Repent and accept God's free gift of grace before it is too late, your spirit is eternal. Jesus loves you, and He died for you, run to Him, He is waiting, He will take away all the suffering and pain and darkness and hopelessness and sadness.

I love you, may peace be with you my brother/sister, and may God's love fill you and erase all the hurt, and may you humble yourself and submit to Him so that He may do so, in Jesus name <3