I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind girl, just holding on
I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing
I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold back
I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
I've been tripping 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you ♥♥♥♥♥♥ with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ end it
Pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But ♥♥♥♥♥♥ been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging
Having conversations about my haste decisions
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sickening
At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playing with a slipknot
Post traumatic stress got me ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up
Been ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up since a couple months they had a ♥♥♥♥♥ locked up
I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I know you so well, I know you well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty