I have a lot to juggle in general and I also do a lot for the DRG community outside of modding as well.
I'm a closed build tester, wiki editor, Modio approval team member, teacher, data miner, collaborator, make custom mods for content creators, YouTuber (somewhat), DRG Modding Discord server co-owner and do a lot of reverse engineering of things. I'm pretty much always trying to learn and improve but I have so many health complications that have made that very difficult to maintain.

As funny as the source may be, I really relate to a combined quote from J.R.R. Tolkien from the Fellowship of the Rings that can be surmised as:
"I wish it need not have happened in my time, and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time we have been given. It is not our part to master all the tides of the world, but to do what is in us for the succor of those years wherein we are set, uprooting the evil in the fields that we know, so that those who live after may have clean earth to till. What weather they shall have is not ours to rule."