I would give anything to hear the voice chatting sound go off randomly with you on the other end again. I miss hearing you berate me for using console commands, I miss hearing about your exploits, I just miss you Benji.

You are missed by many Benji, I know you’re still alive out there. No one named Benji, jackal, or Ben died in Texas in 2017.

I think about you everyday Benji. You were a loyal friend.

I can’t believe how long it’s been. I can’t believe that it’s been almost 1000 days since you left. It feels like yesterday you were regaling me about your heroic exploits and game mistakes. You are missed Benji. I’d give anything to know what happened to you.

I wish you had been with me on my long journey

I can't believe that it's been over 4 years since you left. I wish I knew your fate. I miss you Benji. I miss your messages out of the blue, I miss hearing your voice, I miss hearing from your friends in the background, I miss you calling me out of the blue, you may have annoyed me to no end and you may have lied here and there but damn did you have a heart of gold. You cared about me and I'm sorry I took you for granted. I can only hope that if you aren't dead that someday you return.