And I wish you will find someone who will remove your fears and replace them with a brand-new desire to take a life-changing risk, someone who will remind you that you are bigger than all these shadows that sit at the edge of your bed that you named ‘insecurities’ for the longest time. Someone who will remind you that nights are for calmness and not for forsaken silent battles. May you find someone who’ll give you the same thrill of waking up every morning and see what kind of adventure awaits.

May you find that person who will teach you how to forgive yourself for not being the person you desperately wished to be. I hope you will find that perfect half who will tell you that a part of that person is for your reservation only because you will be whole once again someone who will help you glue back all the shattered pieces you didn’t have the strength to puzzle. May you meet someone who’ll bring in all the daylights that you shooed away, and all the summers that you labeled as temporary. I wish you will meet that someone who will give different meanings to rains and silence.

I hope, you will be able to find a reason to live, to try again to give life another chance. May you find that someone who’ll teach you to trust your heart and choices in life once again. I hope this time love will serve you best.

I've been wanting to tell them what's going on inside my mind; why I easily get tired, why there are days that I crave for my own space, why I usually need silence. There's this pounding on the corners of my head, and it feels like those are the untold stories of my life screaming to be finally set free; but there are no words to exactly describe what's happening to me, that even mustering a certain part of it drains my whole being. My body's functioning well—lungs still filled with air, while heartbeat is still there; but sometimes, I can't find a reason why I must have it still.

Now all I have left is a broken heart..