First of all, it is necessary to understand that negative feelings - fear, anxiety, lack of self-confidence - are not brought from outside by someone's evil will, are not written in the stars, are not the dictates of fate, inevitable and inescapable. These feelings are a product of your thinking, they only characterize your mind and do not indicate any external factors that allegedly work against you. They only mean that you underestimate your abilities, overestimate and exaggerate the nature of difficulties, revive past failures while ignoring successes. That's all these feelings are indicative of. They have nothing to do with future events, but reflect only your personal psychological attitude in this matter.