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I was looking at my steam library, and I saw DLC Quest. I remember when I convinced you to buy that game, and listening to your reaction as the 4th wall breaking nature of the game became apparent.

I know you're real name but to me you'll always be Keith, and you'll always be my friend. I'm so sorry I couldn't be around more, I can't help but feel if I were there more... It's a guilt I've held for years. I hope wherever it is you are now that you're happy, and that I'll live in your heart as you do in mine.

You know, taking things for granted is scary. What's even scarier is taking people for granted. Little did I realize how much I took you for granted, and it scares me to realize how much I take for granted, even now. I didn't realize how much I loved your company. Yet it's coming close to a year since you've left. And you left on such a sour note, too. I detest that one of our final memorials to you is lashed with your [H&D] mark. Why that infuriates me so much is because you weren't.
I don't know what your real life was like, but you had a haven here on the internet. So many solace in your parting and, I know that doesn't count for much in the end, but you did open my eyes. You opened them to how real and horrifying depression and suicide is. And I'm sorry it took so much away from you for everyone to realize that.
I'll never forget you Keith. And I'm sorry I couldn't do anything for you.

Miss you.

you were a good man

:'(