If I'm being honest, I'm pondering of leaving this server because of the way I was treated for my first impressions. Not pleasant at all. Now the individual I dislike the most here is Burnt Floppa.

I was thinking about being a mapper for the server, but forget that. I don't wanna make maps for freaks like Burnt Floppa. (And if I keep being treated like ♥♥♥♥ here, I'm departing from this server. Just a fair and weightless warning.) I just didn't find how I was treated fair when I introduced myself here. Now I'm tempted to leave. (Which is what most of you demonstrated yesterday.) Making fun of my profile-picture, man? Seriously? That's childish and that hurt NGL. saying it's "the gayest pfp" you've ever seen? Assuming those gay jokes against me wouldn't bother me?

To me, what it looks as if this community supports is it's own money flow to keep the server active and it doesn't care about many of it's members here unless they are well known contributors to the server. Ya'll made me regret attempting to say hello and stay confident regarding how individuals feel about me. Normally I don't give a damn and could care even less about what others think about me, but doing ♥♥♥♥ like removing my GIF privileges for absolutely no reason is a fair reason to leave a community such as this one. I think I'm personally better off just playing on the Sunrust Zombie Survival server without actually being part of the community than actually being within the community and have gay jokes thrown at me just because of my pfp. Which resembles nothing gay by the way. I'm a straight man. Ya'll are just corrupted by gay ♥♥♥♥ and find that ♥♥♥♥ funny. That humor is legitimately depressing on all levels of humor.(To me at least. Mainly because it just genuinely bothers me.)
I'm a full grown man in my early 20's. It's extremely difficult to hurt my emotions. I could care even less about what everyone thinks of me. But I woke up this morning realizing what this Discord server is packed with..

So with all that said, i don't want to be in this server anymore. To those of you who got a real good kick of a laugh out of how you and the others have treated me (you should know who you are), that wasn't cool, man. There are so many other profile-pictures that most of these other server members have that I alone can make fun of. But I choose not to, because I'm not part of the "degenerate-clown" squad. I notice that some proflie-pictures here are for actual ♥♥♥♥♥ N' giggles, and I respect the legit humor. But I'm mainly talking about profile-pictures that are similar to mine. A vast majority of the jokes here against me bothered me. And I still haven't gotten a genuine apology. And judging by the community members here, I'm not receiving an apology. A real bummer if you ask me to be honest.

And I know for a fact that all of this going to get made fun of and mimicked. Ya'll went overboard making fun of me yesterday and I wanted out of it was to try and make friends from this community. But I guess that's not happening.

All this I said was straight from the heart. If ya'll want to make fun of everything I said and be childish about everything I said, it doesn't matter. I'm leaving the server anyway. And I retract my genuine apology I said to you, man. You're a genuine prick. I beleived that I was going to be part of a fairly nice community. But nevermind. This isn't the place for men such as myself wanting to be part of cool gaming communities like this one to be around. I'll most likely still be in the ZS server VIA Garry's-Mod. But I'm not interacting with no one for a long time.

Hope you all have a good Christmas and ♥♥♥♥.