Wanted to come to your profile since I tried to kill myself a few weeks ago. I've never stopped thinking about you. I understand what it's like to be in so much pain you can't feel anything. Not even feel the pain of cutting through your own skin. Your death was so monumental to me I wanted to live on so you could see the world through my eyes. And yet I feel I've already failed. If you had been alive all this time through my eyes, I would've just continued the pain. I don't care. I'd be in pain every day if you still were here. Pain is inevitable. It's a given. I'd have chosen you as my every day pain. I'd hold you between my arms until the whole world ends.

In september, your minecraft account will no longer be able to be migrated. All our memories will be lost, speaking evidence-wise. The more time passes by, the less evidences I have that you existed. That's my only regret. I wish things weren't ephemeral. Goodbye, Elebits, goodbye, Katsu, for real this time.

♥ always the amazing Katsu ♥

I know you know I know you got that power
That power
Oh, oh oh

Thinking of Kate today. It feels good seeing everyone's tributes in the comments - if anyone needs to talk, or if you're struggling with your own thoughts of suicide, this is an open invitation to reach out to me.

Any friend of Kate's is a friend of mine, no exceptions. Love you all!

I forget posting on your birthday, but its still not too late now. I haven't forgotten of you. Its my birthday now after all, as we shared this month. There's things I wanna say besides just promising we'd be friends forever. I remember you for every song you shared with me and you made it exciting for me to start projects with others online. Like when I helped you with your EDM Music channel on Youtube, Hime Network. You offered me comfort, critical thinking and finding joy in formulating better opinions, because you knew I was so young and easily influenced when we met, yet you found a liking in me. Everyone is going to die, so perhaps you thought of your dead as just one more, but I would have liked to know who Kate was gonna become if she had given herself a chance to write her own story. I can only hope Kate wasn't impressible to the kid I was because, now as an adult, that's what I would have told her.