You're my dawg, my homie, we bing chillin' - Sage

Homie ♥♥♥♥♥♥ I play games with - CursedBoyo

I don't like you, nah but seriously you give me Stendhal syndrome, you're pretty cool. Good friend and good ♥♥♥♥ - Soji

You a cute little axolotl, why do you think I want to kiss you all the time bro? - DisasterSama

You're a good very nice person - Pastry

I like you, you're cool - GatitoTristecito

You know how to listen, you pay attention, you're someone who's very original and creative, you really stand out with your skills, I think you're pretty funny, we don't know each other irl but I'm sure that your company would be really supportive, and in general I believe you are an excellent friend and an amazing person - DrLemur

You're the best, you understand me well - Grz_

The ♥♥♥♥ do you mean? You're cool, really ♥♥♥♥ and I love you - DarkJov

Well you're one of my best bois - ElectricWaste

What do you mean? - Arikawa

I think you’re amazing and funny, love hanging out with you and finding out more about you and ur backstory youre chill and understanding and have a great sense of humor and can take a joke, you arent a emotionless dickwad even though you go through lots of ♥♥♥♥ you still stay true to who you are and im glad to call you a friend - Ronan

Well I like your personality, out of everyone I have known, you remind me of me the most - Serraphax

Uhh your kinda of an odd person but who isnt nowadays - Devil Shiroe

Memester is my first impression. Definitely. You're also really chill - Mangos

Alpha is a very cool dood, but also very weird, makes sense doesnt it? he's cool to hang around and play games with and even drink with, and also he sucks at most games but its still all good. i understand thats just how mexicans are (ironic). (Also I am very dumb and stupid) - Dem3nted

Your pretty chill homeslice - Murakumo

From what I know about you I really like hanging out with you, our personalities are sooo ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ compatible in a way where we do stupid ♥♥♥♥ and have fun without fear of being judged, I think you're funny and I feel like you're my bro. - Shadow

Well you're someone who's cool, a little bit of a dumbass... jk a little dumb but fun.
Someone I can count on if something were to happen to me, but knowing that you're from Chiapas and you start being like "I'm gonna block everyone" you're still cool.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa, even when drunk and throwing up I still appreciate you, ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ big ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ raccoon. What's important is that you're cool, even tho I feel like beating you up sometimes - Gragi

New me. Better me.

I'm tryin' to help myself feel okay. I know I won't be today. All of these thoughts will never go away. I guess I shouldn't complain.

"You don't belong here"

Why can't I laugh now like I did then?

If you had a bad day today just remember one thing: You ♥♥♥♥. And tomorrow will be worse.

I want the confidence to say it's okay that I'm alive.

Hello! I feel like ♥♥♥♥ and I wanna die.

She told me that she'd come back, but then she didn't come back.. And I tried to get out of my bed so I could find her but I fell and I scraped my knee.. And the dog came and bit me and dragged me outside and I hit my elbow and also my head... And then I walked back inside and I tried to get Hi c fruit punch from the refrigerator but the refrigerator fell over and the door came off and it hit me and then it turns out we were out of Hi c so I thought maybe I'll get some milk and when I tried to get the milk it turns out that it spoiled because that ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ dog came and drank all of it and the only left is spoiled..... After that I was hungry so I decided to open the pantry and when I opened the pantry I was attacked by a wild raccoon and the raccoon bit me and I got rabies so I went to the hospital UH OH now the doctor is giving me shots for rabies and now I'm high, next thing I know I turn into a jet, fly into the sun, now I'm burning alive at the surface of the sun OH ♥♥♥♥ I just greened out now I whited out (I didn't even know you could do that). I woke up in an alley way 6 blocks down the road from the hospital.... Next thing you know I'm hanging out with a homeless crew they think I'm indoctrinated into their gang, they give me a tattoo on my ass with a branding stick you use for horses, it said; "Play hard, work harder" and they made me work as a pickpocketer at the subway UH OH now I'm a criminal, next thing you know I'm arrested for misdemeanor, where am I now? State Prison. The judge wasn't very harsh on me because I couldn't afford a lawyer and my public defender was a drug addict. Next thing you know, I'm being taken in AND I gotta deal with my cellmate, his name was Francis. Francis was a big and angry man, Francis kept pushing me down and he kept telling me that I needed to pickup the soap but I couldn't do it because I was so scared, so he got sick of me and picked me up like a baseball and threw me outside of the prison... Next thing you know I'm rolling down a hill UH OH I've rolled into the weeds, what are they? Poison ivy, now I'm sick with sickness and poison ivy, VERY ITCHY OH NO. So walk out into the road and got hit by a car, what does that mean? Isekai'd, now I'm hanging out with anime girls in another world, unfortunately none of them like me because I'm small and weak, terrible, aww man it got even worse after that. Turns out all the anime girls were lesbians, it was one of those animes, yeah you know what I'm saying it was YURI... That's not cool for me cause I'm not a cuck I just wanna be loved... But it didn't matter... They all just started having ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ in front of me, what does that mean? Fish fiesta, I'm talking full clam, slam and jam and I can't stand it. Next thing you know, I turn ♥♥♥. I meet a guy, he's really nice, the two of us hit it off, we go to dinner at a restaurant and go see a movie, I try the popcorn trick and he thinks its kinda funny... We start making out on a bench at a park UH OH it's the homeless gang, they come back for me, they KNOW that I got out of prison... They stab my boyfriend and I watch him bleed out under the moonlight and I realize that it was actually Francis... He had... Shaved his beard and gotten out of jail and cleaned himself up, he had always loved me... Now Francis is dead and I'm at his funeral UH OH homeless raid on the funeral home, they pick me up and carry me outside then they accidentally knocked over the casket TURNS OUT Francis had ♥♥♥♥♥ his own death and pretended to love me the entire time. What am I supposed to do now?! It turns out he was just using me for my money, now that I'm homeless, branded, a drug addict and I've got nowhere to go, my chicken pox clears up and the poison ivy wears off. I think maybe I can get myself back on my feet- WRONG, turns out the rabies kicked in now I gotta get my feet amputated, BACK TO THE HOSPITAL WE GO. The doctor remembers me he told me; "Oh well uhh this isn't gonna be so good." UH OH that doesn't sound too good to me, he told me it was TERMINAL, I said "That's not good" then he told me it was a cancer and I told him "I'M A LIBRA". He didn't laugh. Then he injected me with something and I woke up 6 months later out of a coma, turns out I lost most of my memories, AMNESIAC UH OH. I walked out into the road living my new life not remembering anything from my past, it was nice for a few moments but then it all started rushing back to me, it was like living in Memento. After that I started seeing movies rapidly, became a movie but then joined a DnD group, turns out the DnD group was being run BY ARCADUM UH OH, yeah now I'm a DnD dungeon master AND I was associated with him so now no one will talk to me within the streaming space. ♥♥♥♥ me man I guess that's just rough. So I try to rebuild my life.. Turns out the amnesia wore off OH ♥♥♥♥ Francis is back, he's in here with the gig again, he tries to make things up for me, he realizes my mommy abandoned me and I was always a product of that abandonment and I never got over my initial issues, so he decides "You know what? I'll be the father figure." Think basically that I was Starlord and he was the blue guy from the movie Guardians of the Galaxy.... Unfortunately it ended the same way because he was ejected into space OH ♥♥♥♥ that was the heroin, turns out it was all a dream, I've been high on heroin in the alley way outside of my friend's apartment for the last 3 days and I just lived that entire life but it was nothing but a dream. What a cop out!

I actually could use your support, but I convinced myself that asking for help would make me a burden and instead of giving you the choice, I'm going to make the decision for you by never asking and suffering in silence.

Yes, mistakes make you stronger. Yes, I'll make you stronger.

I wish I hadn't won the race.

Riddle me this, Batman. If I know so many people, why do I still feel lonely?

I don't have any excuses anymore.

I'm alive. But part of me doesn't want me to be.

I just want to ask some questions;
Is any of this real?
Does happiness exist?
Will I ever love myself?
I'm just askin.

That wasn't meant to happen.

Please, promise me you won't wake up again.

Constantly trying and constantly failing, as I do.

Why am I dumb?
Why can't I stop?
It hurts so much.

I'm really good at giving up, I should do it more often.

It takes all of my effort to stay on the path and persist, but with what I've got left I've been meaning to ask; Why do I exist?

Why am I good at doing bad things?

I don't know what the ♥♥♥♥ is going on, but somehow it feels like its all my fault.

Know how it feels to give everything you got to make something, only to see it completely break?

It's really discouraging.

Misery + Disappointment = My life.

I want to function like a normal human being.

Count what you have now. Don't count what you don't have.

Love crying by myself.

It haunts me.

So many tears.

Still as alone as I've always been.

Maybe they're better off without me around.

My only dream was to make people happy, I always end up doing the opposite.

I want to throw up.

Useless efforts.

I just don't want to keep doing this.

I want to give up.

That someone.

Regret.

And with that, you shall be blessed with never having to feel again.

"If you struggle so much with finding happiness, there's no one to blame but you"

"Dumb pieces of ♥♥♥♥ like you, should be rotting in hell"

Nothing ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ works.

What am I supposed to do?

I'm stuck.