Arizona tears

"8:11 PM - 30fps cinematic experience: youre the king of memes"
[5:18:55 AM] Danielle Hawke: My birth name is Daniel Jonathan Hawke, Iam technically a "male". That is why I am 6'1. I've always had a very feminine appearance, this is why my stepfather anally raped me, I had no vagina to use. I was a girly boy and liked to do typical "girl" things like play with dolls, dress up. He treated me the way he did and rape me because if I "wanted to act like a girl, he would treat me like a girl". I've always identified myself as female. I had no interest in really being a man. Everything you've seen of my pictures besides the nudes stuff is me. I grew out my hair, used makeup, all of that. When I was 16 I changed my name to Danielle Jennifer Hawke legally through the US courts with the permission of my guardian, and started taking estrogen supplements to grow female breast tissue and start really looking more femenine. That is why I was so flat, I didnt have breasts yet and they were just starting to grow. Throughout highschool I was bullied for being a ♥♥♥♥♥♥ a lot. Because of that when I went online I just told everyone I was female, because I was ashamed of what I was and didn't like all the hatred that was usually shown towards me. But of course even with the estrogen and eventual surgery I got you can't really change a voice as you've probably seen if you've ever heard or seen a transvestite in movies or life. So I didn't want to use a mic because even though my voice is generally pretty high pitched, like one of those 15 year olds in a boy band, it still doesnt really sound like a girls. I was never pregnant, never had periods, I did get together with my best friend Jacob but he left me because he wanted "a real woman who could actually give him children" which is why I became so ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up about him leaving, because it was then that I really lost hope. I had already changed my body so much and no matter what I did nobody would accept me, I'd always be that disgusting outcast ♥♥♥♥♥♥ that everyone would make fun of. Not quite a man and not quite a woman, never able to have my own children and no one willing to be with someone who wasnt quite fully what they wanted. Hate me if you will, I've already given up on my life. Sorry for the mini novel.