It's been 2 years but you're remembered forever, you inspire me and others more than you know. Your memory will live on. I miss you everyday, even if we wouldn't have been partners we still would've been friends forever.

It's already been two years. As much as the days have begun to bleed together, and as worse as the world gets day by day, I can at least remember all of the different times you were there to just hang out, and to bond with over what we had in common.

Every now and again something comes up that I think you'd enjoy or have good input on. And then I have to remember that it'd just be going to the void. I can barely remember the sound of your voice, but if I were to hear it again it'd bring me that familiar reprieve.

Save some room wherever you are; surely that old sofa can fit another guest.

I should've mourned you sooner. The crime of my conscience is all my own, and its punishment is excruciating. Has it really been years now? The pain came swiftly one week ago on a drive through the desert back home. A song you would've loved came on. It was all too ironic; the song came on to remind me of you.
When the world was dark my mind was filled with you.
I'll never forget what you said to me one night. I'll never, never forget what you said of me. When you saw how steadfastly I stood for an ideal you called me stubborn. You said that I left an impact on you. You praised me for what you called my strength. Now, I see—I see now and cannot forget the impact that you've left on me. You called me strong. I think you didn't see then what strength you possessed. You called me inspiring. Do you see who's inspiring now? Just you wait for me so we can reminisce on that again. I've wanted to for a longer time still.
For now, I hope you liked the song. I miss you.

My mind is not at rest. You still wander into my thoughts from nowhere. Where others think I might be crazy and should move on, I cannot. I still feel guilty for not keeping in touch more and not being a better friend. In your absence, I still weep and I hope to meet you again one day to tell you I'm sorry.

perfect girl.

you will always be a part of me.