I need to get this off my chest. It's been almost 5 years to the day that I lost my brother to leukemia. He was two years younger than me, and once he was diagnosed he was dead within 8 months.

We were alone in the basement rec room, our parents asleep 2 floors up. He was crying on my shoulder about how he was going to die a virgin. How lonely he was. I was crying too. I never meant to take it that far when I kissed him, but things escalated quickly. Before I knew it I was encouraging him to put his hands on my body, and I got so turned on that I let him ♥♥♥♥ me.

That's what we did that entire winter. I would wait for him late at night on the couch downstairs, he would make sure our parents were asleep, and without a word he would get under the covers with me and I would do whatever he wanted.I really don't regret it either. He was really good too, a little awkward at first, but very eager to please. When he finally sucame to cancer it ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ killed me.

hey, sorry I saw your profile and I just thought you looked cute in your picture, I really wanted to tell you that)) It's really rare to see girls playing video games haha! I don't know why its a guy thing honestly im like really against misogyny and like ill be the one in the kitchen making sandwiches. We should really play rust sometime its a really cool survival game with a lot of scary moments, but don't worry ill be there to protect you ;) sorry that wasnt flirting I swear Im just trying to be friendly I really like your profile picture sorry was that too far? Really sorry i'm really shy I don't go out much haha add me on skype we should talk more you look really nice and fun xxx

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