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† 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓───── 𝐛 𝐥 𝐨 𝐨 𝐝 𝐬 𝐭 𝐚 𝐢 𝐧 𝐞 𝐝　𝐥 𝐞 𝐭 𝐭 𝐞 𝐫 𝐬 . . .

ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ɪs sᴡᴇᴇᴛ, ᴘᴜʀᴇ,
ɪɴᴛᴏxɪᴄᴀᴛɪɴɢ . . . ᴀ ɢʜᴏᴜʟɪsʜ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ;
ᴀɴ ᴜɴᴅᴇɴɪᴀʙʟᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴅᴇʟɪɢʜᴛ!




𝐀 𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞.

𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐢! My dear lovely artist and poet friend!
A very wholesome being who I adore sharing writing with!

. . . 1.
I want my own will
yet subjected to change
With three little words
''Are you okay?''

Your long sighs needed be loved, perhaps
more than the words
hollowing.
inscribed in time. ─ Savince 14/8/2024

. . . 2.
Painted window
dissonant
once I was beautiful, now I am myself
what I want back is what I was before

What do you fear?
A falling of the light
What do you think I wished?
I don't know.
The blue bird whistling

Twilight . . . one star appears

Lost in her grace, gazing inside
slated, deafened summer midnight
Glimmer of eyes discovered within
Tell me there is a
meadow akin

from one another, searching for the same light
this place could be beautiful, right?
As they stare into the twilight sky
Dusk

there are twice as many stars. ─ Savince 16/8/2024

. . . 3.
I would melt
in your hand—
the autumn frost. ─ Savince 19/8/2024

. . . 4.
A canvas split in two
rests under the
sycamore

I vainly contemplate
looming on the canvas -
stars smolder well,
into daylight

My Painted Night; mute with shadow
by white waters over the
verdure

Suppose this poem were about you—
With your hair the colour of dandelions

Would you paint leave your canvas
Painting Magnolia over Night?
Shall I trust your hands
hurting the dark with lilies ─ Savince 21/8/2024

. . . 5.
Death will wait.
Whose name do you ponder?
In this April snow
Death will wait.

It is not today.

There's just you, me
a bowl full of summer peaches
What is it? You are Spring.
Not this troublous
Rended of hands, this dark
ceiling without a star

Your grave grows no green to use.
See tomorrow. Death will abide. ─ Savince 03/9/2024

. . . 6.
Lower your eyelids.
Over spring, over water
Join the April song
like the trees
you lie under ─ Savince 05/9/2024


*✭˚･ﾟ✧*･ﾟ*✭˚･ﾟ✧*･ﾟ*

𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐀𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐢! My lovely AWP & wholesome goofy teammate in L4D2
Plus we share a lot of the same interests and like goth/classical music so >_<

. . . 1.
"As I raise my glass, with wine sparkling in the light, let’s toast to fate, chance, and our enduring stance." ─ Ascension 12/8/2024

. . . 2.
Scope glints in the dusk,
Laughter echoes with each shot—
Silent bonds take aim. ─ Ascension 21/8/2024

. . . 3.
In shadows deep where dangers crawl,
You stand guard, you hear the call.
With steady aim and watchful eyes,
You shield your friends as night draws nigh.

A sentinel through dusk’s embrace,
Your sniper’s scope finds every trace
Of lurking threats in shadowed lands,
A safety held within your hands.

Each shot a promise, true and clear,
To guard the ones you hold so dear.
In every breath, a vow you keep,
To watch, protect, while others sleep.

Romance blooms in whispered care,
In each soft gaze and silent prayer.
For love can spark in smallest things—
In the cover that your presence brings... ─ Ascension 23/8/2024

. . . 4.
In the twilight,
On the cusp of night,
Where shadows kiss your heels,
You are no longer predator,
But a creature of vigil.

The world sighs in the cold,
Frost touching your skin,
Snowflakes whispering
From an indifferent sky.

Death, a patient companion,
Stands silent, constant,
Watching the horizon where stars
Never truly rise.
He nods as your finger tightens
On the trigger.

The Dauntless Bnuuy darts ahead,
Bold and untamed,
Its eyes gleaming with unimaginable wisdom,
Mocking your patience,
Leading, or perhaps following you.

And there, always there,
The Mystical Feline prowls,
Its ancient eyes
Seeing beyond your veil.

You hold the sniper,
More precise than fate,
While whispers on the wind
Remind you—
You are not alone,
Though your heart beats
With a thousand years of silence. ─ Ascension 10/9/2024

‎ ‎ ‎ — 𝐌 𝐔 𝐒 𝐈 𝐂 —‎

𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬:
Goth, v-kei, punk, metal, new wave

𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤:
　Christian Death, Shadow Project, The Plague, Tragic Black, Paralisis Permanente, Cinema Strange, 45 Grave, Samhain, Radio Werewolf, Bloody Dead and Sexy, Catholic Spit, Rubella Ballet, Kommunity Fk, Scarlet's Remains, Super Heroines, Horror Vacui, Mystic Priestess, Phaidia, Allergy, Kitchen and the Plastic Spoons, Cemetery, Penis Fly Trap, Horror Vacui. The Cemetary Girlz, Voodoo Church, Skeletal Family, Detoxi, Bat Nouveau, AUTO-MOD, DGA 95, The Creeping Terrors, The Palest Grey, Esses, OKVLTA, Your Funeral, Dystopian Society, The Vanishing, Ex-Voto, Antiworld, Acid Bats, Tumbas, 13th Moon, The Long Losts, Death Cult

𝐆𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤:
　Bauhaus, Gille' Loves, Tones on Tail, The Mission, Gene Loves Jezebel, The Cure, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Sisters of Mercy, Sacred Hearts, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, Ghost Dance, Southern Death Cult, Virgin Prunes, Alien Sex Fiend, Specimen, Sex Gang Children, The Late Isabel, The Damned, The Wake, Madame Edwarda. Xmal Deutschland, Inkubus Sukkubus, Bendi Boi, G-Schmitt, Sadie Sads, Neurotic Doll, Kokushoku Elegy, Zooey, Funeral Party, 少女人形 (Shojoningyo), Bárbara, Anemone, GILLES DE RAIS, Ghosting, Double Echo, The Danse Society, The March Violets, Suspiria, Nosferatu, Witching Hour

𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞:
　Clan of Xymox, Diva Destruction, The Cruxshadows, Kælan Mikla, Ash Code, Switchblade Symphony, London After Midnight, Dead Can Dance, Paralysed Age, The Frozen Autumn, Aurat, Rhea's Obsession, Lestat

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞:
　Cocteau Twins, This Mortal Coil, Autumn's Grey Solance, This Ascension, Mephisto Walz, Mors Symphilitica, Lycia, Love Spirals Downward, Miranda Sex Garden, Stone 588, The Shroud, Faith and the Muse, Saigon Blue Rain, Trance to the Sun, Still

𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞:
　Corpus Deliciti, Little Nemo, Lebanon Hanover, Asylum Party

𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐧𝐤:
　The Birthday Party, Joy Division, The Sound, Echo & the Bunnymen, The Smiths

𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞:
　New Order, Depeche Mode, Japan, Gary Numan, Fad Gadget, David Bowie, Visage, Orchestral Maneuvers in the Dark

𝐕-𝐤𝐞𝐢:
　Malice Mizer, BUCK-TICK, Moi dix Mois, Versailles, Seileen, Dir En Grey, L'Arc-en-Ciel, X JAPAN

𝐌𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥:
　Type O Negative, Evanescence, Mayhem, Bathory, Venom, Burzum, Brothers of Metal, Morbid, Sepultura, Death, Cannibal Corpse, Ice Nine Kills, Pestilence, Obituary

𝐍𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐞/𝐈𝐧𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐥:
　Atrax Morgue, Premature Ejaculation, Throbbing Gristle, Orgy, Mindless Faith

𝐅𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬:
　Rozz Williams, Peter Murphy, Lucifer Luscious Violenoue, Syoko, Peter Steele, Pelle Yngve Ohlin, Atsushi Sakurai, Ringo Sheena, Utada Hikaru, Mick Karn, Ofra Haza, Jim Morrison, Layne Staley, Lydia Lunch, Björk

𝐅𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬:
　Christian Death (Rozz era), Gille' Loves, The Cure, Bauhaus, Atrax Morgue, Premature Ejaculation, Madame Edwarda, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Tones on Tail, Malice Mizer, This Mortail Coil, G-Schmitt, fiction, Bathory, The Smiths, Dalis Car, The Doors, Diva Destruction, Mephisto Walz, Voodoo Church, Orgy, Depeche Mode, Alice in Chains, Suicide

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐬:
Journey (2012-3?)
　Stevie Nicks (2013)
Train (2018)
　Jason Bonham (2018)
Billy Idol (2018)
　The Eagles (2018)
Cruel World (2022)
　⤷ Bauhaus, Jay Aston's Gene Loves Jezebel, Blondie, Devo, The Psychedelic Furs, The Damned, Drab Majesty, Public Image Ltd., Morrisey
　The Cure (2023)
Nick Cave (2023)
　Darker Waves Festival (2023)
⤷ New Order, The Cardigans, She Wants Revenge, London After Midnight, Tears For Fears, The B-52s, Echo & the Bunnymen, The Human League, Molchat Doma
　KISS Final Tour (2023)
Cruel World (2024)
　⤷ Tones on Tail, Ministry, The Mission UK, Adam Ant, Soft Cell, Gary Numan

Note: This list may be updated with new information being added or removed over time, depending on if I made a mistake or whenever I remember a musician or a band I like, lol.