Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
trying not to smile
Maybe this time I won't be alright
maybe this time
i wanna see my mom one more time
i wanna play my songs one more time
i wanna lose my phone one more time
i wanna play in the snow one more time
i wanna kiss my cat one more time
i wanna thank my dad one more time
i wanna marry her one more time
i wanna live i don't want die
i wanna try to change one more time
i wanna live i don't wanna die
i wanna live i don't wanna die
i wanna live