I dont want to die

This way

After I Learned I

Can't love

After I Learned I

Can't protect

After I Learned I

Was better off alone

I found myself sitting

Alone by a river


Even then


I wondered


Why I was even

Alive


Will anybody miss me?

Will anybody help me?

Can I even be saved?

Why am I hated so?

Living my life blind

I will die alone
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