Is really hard? No. Nothing have like easy and hard. Only possibility is matter. Hard to say something? Maybe you just can't to? Can't to overcome yourself and to say what required.

If it seems hard for you what you are trying to achieve, maybe you are trying to do something that you don’t need in principle? After all, the goal is important, and your desire in the compartment.

And if you really have a goal ... I envy you.

It's just too difficult for me to close my eyes from the reality of what is happening around.

Sometimes I really want to close them ... Encapsulate my mind for the sake of banal happiness.

When communicating with me, you will notice only the cold. And nothing else. And why do I envy you? It's simple: I am deprived of the human "want" that is required in order to search for a goal.

Just watching a movie of my existence ...