Despair is my second name
Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan
Level
45
Vanilla
200 XP
 
 
Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2: Heart of Chornobyl
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Reviews  14
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Vincent
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NEPTUNE ⁧⁧💜
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Angels fight devils with grace
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LEMA - 여우
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Dota 2
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River flows in you
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♫ Ella Goldheart - Love Me Like You Do ♫⠀⠀⠀⠀ ────────────⚪───────────────────────────── ⠀▐▐ ⠀►▏ ⠀⠀──○─ 🔊 ⠀1:26 / 4:10
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💜 My perfect games / 私の完璧なゲーム 💙
1. Alan Wake • 100%
2. Blasphemous • 100%
3. Clea / 克莉 • 100%
4. Cult of the Lamb • 100%
5. Cyberpunk 2077 • 100%
6. Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc • 100%
7. Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls • 100%
8. Dark Souls (Remastered) • 100%
9. Dark Souls 2 • 100%
10. Do Not Feed The Monkeys • 100%
11. Everlasting Summer • 100%
12. Elden Ring • 100%
13. Ghostrunner • 87%
14. Helltaker • 100%
15. Hollow Knight • 70%
16. Lies of P • 100%
17. Life is strange • 80%
18. Life is strange 2 • 100%
19. Little Nightmares • 100%
20. Love Ribbon • 100%
21. Mafia : Definitive Edition • 81%
22. Papers, Please • 77%
23. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy • 83%
24. Resident Evil 2: Remake • 80%
25. Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice • 100%
26. Silent Hill 2 (2024) • 100%
27. Terraria • 86%
28. The Last Faith • 100%
29. Tokyo Dark • 100%
30. Tomb Raider (2013) • 100%
Favorite Game
Cyberpunk 2077
259
Hours played
53
Achievements
Version 1.0
100 XP
Achievement Progress   53 of 57
+48
Screenshots 30 Artwork 2 Review 1
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Something truly mesmerizing
46 20 10
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わたしはあなたをまもリます 💜
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last played on 29 Nov
Goose Goose Duck
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last played on 11 Nov
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Comments
Kurumi 1 Dec @ 12:25pm 
以前、申し上げましたわよねぇ。わたくしの分身体は、わたくしの過去であり、わたくしの履歴であると。そこにいる『時崎狂三』も例に漏れず、わたくしのとある一瞬を切り取った擬似人格なのですわ。──ただし、そのタイミングが最悪だったのですけれど:datealivekurumi:
Vincent 30 Nov @ 10:11am 
⠀⠀:McFluffy::DonaldToad::DonaldToad::MrSnuggles:
⠀⠀:_H_::_A_::_V_::_E_:
:lidheart::_A_::junoLove1::ss2sparkle::junoLove2::nanashi::shywife:
:ss2sparkle::_G_::_O_::_O_::_D_::RainFir::RainSec:
:_W_::_E_::_E_::_K_::_E_::_N_::_D_:
⠀⠀⠀⠀:nwing::cmwx::wingpendant:
Ttea.ruw 29 Nov @ 3:51am 
:satan_seal::numerus:      :numerus:      :numerus::satan_seal:
:numerus:   :rh::adulterer:   :adulterer::rh:   :numerus:
   :adulterer::killenemy::CoinWhite::rh::CoinWhite::killenemy::adulterer:   
   :rh::CoinWhite::killenemy::CoinWhite::killenemy::CoinWhite::rh:   
      :adulterer::CoinWhite::killenemy::CoinWhite::adulterer:      
:numerus:      :rh::CoinWhite::rh:      :numerus:
:sacrificed::numerus:      :adulterer:      :numerus::sacrificed:
:satan_seal::sacrificed::numerus:         :numerus::sacrificed::satan_seal:
Sharky 23 Nov @ 3:21pm 
⠀⠀ :sway4::sway5::sway4:⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀:sway4::sway5::sway4:
:sway4::sway5::TECheart::TECheart::sway5:⠀⠀ :sway5::TECheart::TECheart::sway5::sway4:
:sway5::TECheart::Wubs::Wubs::TECheart::sway4::TECheart::Wubs::Wubs::TECheart::sway5:
:sway4::TECheart::Wubs::Wubs::Wubs::TECheart::Wubs::Wubs::Wubs::TECheart::sway4:
⠀⠀:sway5::TECheart::Wubs::Wubs::Wubs::Wubs::Wubs::TECheart::sway5:
⠀⠀⠀⠀:sway4::TECheart::Wubs::Wubs::Wubs::TECheart::sway4:
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀:sway5::TECheart::Wubs::TECheart::sway5:
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀:sway4::TECheart::sway4:
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀:sway5:
Have a wonderful weekend :selphinehappy:
Vincent 22 Nov @ 9:25am 
:gchardwood::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::goread::gchardwood::tmmleaves::goimoon:　　:sawy3:
:gchardwood::DonaldToad::wklamp::DonaldToad::DonaldToad::DonaldToad::DonaldToad::wklamp::DonaldToad::gchardwood:
:gchardwood::lustpot::gcwindow::DonaldToad::DonaldToad::smallpicture::DonaldToad::gcwindow::DonaldToad::gchardwood:　:sawy3:
:gchardwood::FullBookshelf::GrandPiano::CORRIDORdoor::DonaldToad::armchair::retro_tv::DonaldToad::MPlant::LLTRowRun::DonaldToad::DonaldToad::floatheart:
:gchardwood::gcred::gcred::gcred::gcred::gcred::gcred::gcred::gcred::gchardwood::stairs::cat13::LLTRun::pink_bike:
:gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcbrick::gcgrass::gcgrass::gcgrass::gcgrass::gcgrass:

　　ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 𝕟𝕚𝕔𝕖 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕜 :kittehface:
Andúnië⁸⁷ 22 Nov @ 4:36am 
Let your worries drift away and allow the weekend to gift you with moments of pure bliss and contentment. May it be a time of happiness and relaxation!