You reliably wait until you realize how you need to play the game to win.

Yet you still wonder how to win?

I have no idea; I'd rather lose than play along .


They say you have to act differently than you are to have the future you want, but would it even be your future if you were someone other than yourself?

Still, it would just be another brushstroke on your mask so it gets a more prominent place on people's shelves, and they're giving your illusion what you've always wanted.

Congratulations, you now get to watch your own life unfold, but live it as someone else.



But alone, you can make the most wonderful vacation out of it.

Don't forget that you're not the one who will need someone else in the end.
It's not your ostrich-like hormone levels that constantly need to be boosted by ANYONE to make you feel alive and valued; you'd still smile even if the whole world hated you.

Has it ever been more like when a small child sees something and simply wants it?


Stay strong and stop waiting for "THE MOMENT"