VAMPIRE JESUS
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❝ 「 i'm disturbed to find i had more of a childhood than you did . 」 ❞

⠀⠀ ⸸ we are all , in the end , slaves to our family's wishes . ⸸

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LOVELESS .
PROLOGUE
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

ACT I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the Goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest
Three friends go into battle.
One is captured
One flies away
The one that is left becomes a hero.

ACT II
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

ACT III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

ACT IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

ACT V
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
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THE PROMISE .
IN MY RESTLESS DREAMS,
I see that town.

Silent Hill.

You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.

Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...

Waiting for you to
come to see me.

But you never do.

And so I wait, wrapped in my
cocoon of pain and loneliness.

I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for.

I wish I could change
that, but I can't.

I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...

Every day I stare up at the cracks
in the ceiling and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is...

The doctor came today.
He told me I could go
home for a short stay.

It’s not that I'm getting better.
It’s just that this may be
my last chance...

I think you know what I mean...

Even so, I'm glad to be coming
home. I've missed you terribly.

But I'm afraid, James.
I'm afraid you don't really
want me to come home.

Whenever you come see me,
I can tell how hard it is on you...

I don't know if you
hate me or pity me...
Or maybe I just disgust you...

I'm sorry about that.

When I first learned that
I was going to die, I just
didn't want to accept it.

I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved most.
Especially you, James.

That's why I understand
if you do hate me.

But I want you to
know this, James.

I'll always love you.

Even though our life together had
to end like this, I still wouldn't
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.

Well, this letter has gone on
too long, so I'll say goodbye.

I told the nurse to give
this to you after I'm gone.

That means that as you read
this, I'm already dead.

I can't tell you to remember me,
but I can't bear for you to
forget me.

These last few years since I
became ill... I'm so sorry for
what I did to you, did to us...

You've given me so much and
I haven't been able to return
a single thing.

That's why I want you to live
for yourself now.
Do what's best for you, James.

James...

You made me happy.
rona 12 Dec, 2024 @ 1:15pm 
gets cozy in here, snuggled up and warm. smooches your forehead. ily miss you (it's been like 5 hours since we last talked but that doesn't change the fact)
BELMONT 8 Sep, 2024 @ 8:20pm 
to know you is to know true, honest, and wonderful friendship. thank you for being unapologetically you , for showing me true friendship, and for being my twin flame bestie. mwah mwah , 好きです
BELMONT 19 Jun, 2024 @ 10:14am 
Another Day, Another Slay. ILY to the moon and back bestie. MWAH MWAH +REP: greatest friend ever <3
GingerFox 30 Apr, 2024 @ 6:32pm 
+rep nice family member :tcsmsissy: <3
i dont play jonny 15 Feb, 2024 @ 5:38pm 
素晴らしい人です。😊🌸🦄🦄ゲームがとても上手いです。💘😊🦄みんな友達に、なりましょう。💘
cylasz 14 Feb, 2024 @ 12:08am 
+rep ❤️