My heart and soul can't take it anymore!

Ok so it all started when i discovered this cute little anime called Nekopara. I watched a couple of episodes which i really enjoyed, the cute vibes from it honestly warmed my heart and soul.

The next day(which is today) i watch a couple more episodes, and what can i say im really loving the whole cat girl concept they have. I really loved it for being such a cute, family friendly, and innocent show. After a couple episodes i call it a day, leave some episodes for other days.

As i was about to leave my browser i suddenly remember hearing that nekopara the anime originally came from it's game. Out of curiosity i searched it up. It said Nekopara is "from an adult visual novel", and that the game was 18+. I thought to myself "what's so 18+ about cat girls serving people in a restaurant"(i only assumed that this was what the game was about). Out of disbelief i searched "is nekopara 18+?". Google answered yes, "what really?" i thought to myself, so i decided to click images... And what i saw would continue to haunt me for the rest of my days. Immediately after seeing the dozens and dozens of nsfw nekopara images, my heart sunk, and my soul commited suicide, and shock froze my body still. I was very depressed(and still am) to find out that the cute and happy anime that i so enjoyed came from a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hentai game.

I am very sad, angry, and depressed right now. Im not sure how im supposed to cope with this sudden and shocking revelation, but thank you for listening till the end of my rant and goodbye, i shall cry in a corner for a solid hour now.