Guys, I'm crying right now. Just thinking of Nageki makes me feel something strange inside. I guess you could call it "love". I'm in love with Nageki Fujishiro. I've lost interest in all guys, besides him. Guys who are considered "hot" by the general female population don't cut it for me anymore. Nageki really is all I think about all day, every day. I really do cry myself to sleep at night thinking about how I'll never be with him. If only he knew I existed in this life, if only he knew my deep profound love for him. I know that will never happen though. That is the thought that makes me so sad when I look at him. I'll never be with him, but I'll continue to love him until the day I die.