Just to let you all know

Long time no see everyone,

If some of you are wondering why I'm back so early, it's a long story. Hell it's so long I still havent been able to explain what the hell happened to my mom, my best friend, none of them even know a quarter of what happened in that hell hole. The short story is I got hurt pretty badly and was given the option of going home, or waiting there for what could've been a matter of months just to have the opportunity to even restart from Day 0 of basic training. I wasn't going to wait there for that long so in the end I decided to come home. I'll be honest, it feels really ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ weird being back. I'm still addressing things like I did in the military, standing a certain way, calling things by different names, being on edge thinking a drill sergeant is gonna wake me up at 3 in the morning and rip off my sheets..... but it feels good to be home. I missed the luxuries and the basic privleges that we all take for granted. I sure as hell took certain things for granted and I'm not even talking about ♥♥♥♥ like video games and the internet. I'm talking about being able to take a leak without having someone watch your stall, having more than 10 minutes to eat, having options of what I want to eat, and having more than 3-4 hours of sleep a night (5 was about the max, the usual amount was anywhere from 2-4). Anyway guys if you wanna talk feel free to shoot me a message whenever, I'll try to respond as soon as I can if you want to ask a question or two or if you just wanted to say hey.

-Steve