Hey, sand here, at the time that I'm writing this, which is 5:06 am, I'm on a cruise ship to Stockholm.

It is because my birthday is today! I'm going to turn seventeen :)
And, I feel like going to Sweden is the best way to celebrate it.
Me and my family are going to arrive there at 9.00 am.

Now, with that out of the way, I'll like to share how I've been and what is coming up next for me.

I've been fine lately, life is busy as usual, but I graduated this month and also might get a place Iin a UK college!
I am very excited about that.

However, the past three months have also been my most important and most challenging.

March was bad, really bad, I hate that month, even thinking about it makes me feel ashamed.
I NEVER want to do and go through the things I did and went during that month.

I wanted to improve and feel better, and it happened.

April was me improving my addictions, personality, mindset and focus.
This was where I decided to take a break from steam, I wanted to really gain good things in me.

This was also the month where I got COVID for the first time ever.

May was hard, but mostly due to cancer concerns because my toddler has a bump under his chin.
But it was revealed to be normal, and I'm still happy as hell to hear that!

So may was good, BUT June.
June so far has been the best month of the year for me.

And because of three things.

1. I got kissed by a girl for the first time ever in my life <3
2. My birthday lol
3. Summer is here!

And on the topic of summer, I am leaving Finland and flying to the UK on the 4rd of July!
It will be my first time going to the UK since 2018!

I am so excited and nervous, like, going to college there is A LOT to take it.
But I will be strong :)

And, for what I will be doing with my steam account, I will still use it for gaming and chatting, but I won't be using it often anymore because my gaming addiction is gone <3

So, yes, thank you guys for being patient and understanding this.
I feel like a different person now, and I'm really glad to hear this myself.

I would appreciate some happy birthdays here lmaoooo, but yeah.

See you all later! 🌹

-sand.

Hello lads! This is not really an important or serious announcement, this is instead chill.

Please check my friend's song "Miss the Freekill"!
It is a parody of "Miss The Rage"

I made the cover art for it ;)

PLEASE RATE THE SONG IN THE COMMENTS ON YOUTUBE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5HGfswgTTw

I'm at a hotel in Kuopio, Finland for four days.
I'm going to return this week, on Friday (25, February)

See you later, my homies 😚

2021 has been one of the best years ever, in my opinion.

After a bad start to this year, with dealing depression and issues, now I feel at my best.
I was REALLY at my worst, to the point where I was put to a mental hospital.

What saved me during that time was three things:
My guitar.
My friends.
Reality.
.......

Spring was a bit better, but still not the best, I was still dealing with OCD.
However, the UFC and family events helped me get through.

Summer? Second best this year.
This year's season saw me starting to get better, both mentally and physically.
I started to realise how important life was, and how that there is so much more.

This Autumn has been one of the best falls in my life.
It didn't start well, my aunt tragically passed on the first of September.
I was crying, I was depressed, and really down.
But then, I took the loss maturely.

October easily had my improvements as a person shine through.
This was the month where me and my online girlfriend broke up.
I took the breakup, because she was a creep and a toxic person.
And yeah.

November was SO good, easily the best month this year.
LOTS of good things happened, which included reality checks, changing of personality, and me finally enjoying life again.
But also, this was the month where my longtime crush gave me her phone number.

And, this December is a fitting end to 2021, with my most mature thoughts and smartness ideas, and my crush and I talking to each other nonstop.
I love this girl so much ❤️

That is all of the highlights this year.


I think this year started awfully for me, but then I came BACK stronger than 2020.
I can't wait for next year, and for the FIFA World Cup!

That's all, I love you guys,
Stay strong and happy.

Happy New Year lads!

/- sand.

The time of the year has come, the time of the year is coming to an end on a positive note.

❤️🙌