pharmacologically speaking, if you was an isomer of delta 9 thc, would you D8 me?

I’ve been taking in h2o orally for about 24 years now (I’m chronically addicted) and before is started no one told me about the darker side effects like depression, lack of female exposure and lack of a father.

This sucks. These side effects are really taking over my life. I was forced to take water when I was a baby, like I didn’t even have a choice. The government made me addicted smh.

Now I’m just a junkie loser 😔😔😔 no one likes me because I have drug induced psychosis. Is there any way to get clean safely???????? Please.