clash of calns

I have been jerking my ♥♥♥♥ 14 times a week to gay transgender porn, and cbt porn. It is a vast understatement to call this an addiction. It is crippling my financial security, and my relations with friends and family. On multiple occasions, my father, or mother, have walked into my room while I would have my penis and buttock out, and see me stand in a corner filling my jar containing a Markiplier Funko Pop Figurine, with millions of what could have been my future children. This week I have watched the same video, tens of hundreds of times. Often I find my self not touching myself to the video, but rather appreciating the consistency of the actors semen as it fills his [male] partners bum-hole. I do not find myself enjoying pornography that star women, as that would go against my gamer code which dictates that women are not to be appreciated in any shape of form. I consider trans women to be genuine women, but in my mind the gamer code only dictates that people born women at birth, are banished from my personal pornographic collection. Something about seeing a human being with large breasts and penis, makes me hornier than a rabbit on Viagra. My daily schedule often accommodates time dedicated to this hobby of mine, which on average is about 90% of the time I am not sleeping. My sleep schedule only consists of about 8 hours of total sleep, and during this sleep I will turn my current favorite pornographic video on loop. Recently I have actually run out of semen to ejaculate, when this phenomenon occurs, I refer to it as "shooting a blank" . If you look at my steam activity of the time this announcement is posted, you will notice that I have roughly 30 hours of activity this week, and that may make you think; "well that's a lot of time playing silly video games instead of working on your precious hobby", and frankly, I agree with this statement. I feel as though this silly entertainment called "bideo games" often gets in the way of my important hobby. So as of today, I have taken a very serious vow to stop with this nonsense and dedicate my full time to masturbation. No more work, no more sports, no more games, only gay porn. Thank you for listening to this, I consider it important, and I hope you agree.

- brock