About 3 days ago, I scared some very close ponies to me. I had volunteered to so something that would have cost me my own life, if I had gone through with it. I wont go into detail about it, but I had several messages from several Very close and very special friends that said they would not be willing to live without me around, Before that day, I didn't know i had that much of an impact on you all. I love everyone of you like a parent to there child. I only wish for the best of you all. I want you all to know I will always care no matter what. Heres a song I played to make myself comfortable with all of that. I have opted out so I will not be doing it, I'm not going anywhere.


When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood’s run stale

I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

Curtain’s call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you've made

Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

I love you all and I will not be dieing anytime soon.

to all of you, i will have a giveaway for the a few TF2 items on colts united. Let the games begin!

Lurking Waz Here :P

I feel like haveing an event to celibrate the 129 of you that Joined me here. So later on today, I will come up with something live a giveaway or find my next officer and 1 new mod. One of the two ^ω^